Nationals just ended. Well, at least for our school. And school hols (though only a week) just started. Well, I have to, MUST, start studying now. No choice. And I lost the drive and inspiration to update stuff on my life online so I guess this is gonna be my last post for this site. D:

So rough updates on the previous week: Nationals, Class Race and Been to KL on Monday and came back yesterday night. Hmm..the place is uhmm...o-kay. Shopping rocks, that's for sure. :D Guess I don't wanna go back there again though. LOL.

ANYWAY, Last match of the season on Monday. Let us give our all. :)

"If you really want it, I'm sure you can do it." Yes man, Rachel's gonna study like she never did and she's gonna own the world. I WANNA GET MY POINTS. >:D STUDY CAMP 2009 STARTS TODAY. JOIN THE CLUB!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

As for now, goodbye. :D

EVERYONE, RACHEL'S STILL HERE, RUNNING AND SCREAMING AND ALIVE. I think I kinda didn't post for quite long? Okay I was thinking of abandoning this lj, guilty. And was also thinking of maybe switching to something else. BUT, I've decided. I'm gonna stay on cause it's very mah fun to change everything, and I hate changes. So I'M STAYING. :D

Gave school a miss today cause I suddenly had SUPER bad flu and headache yesterday after I came home from training. I've been sneezing eevry 5 min so I decided to be considerate and stay home to watch my show. :D Oh and my phlegm is green. Actually close to ARMY GREEN. Yuck, Ew. HAHA. So gross. Anyhow, Guess the girls are gonna receive their papers back today? Then all the begging of marks from teachers, maybe crying and all those crap. Glad I'm in the comfort of my lovely home, surrounded by white fluffy Kleenex. :D

ANYWAY, Zonals ended, and Nationals are coming next Monday. Cedar. Wed, St. Nicks. PL people, WE NEED SUPPORT MANNN EVERYBODY FLOOD THE HALLLLLLLLLL!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Come, come, come innnn. Scream your lungs out for us, we need it! D:

Btw, I know I promised to upload alot of pictures and I haven't. Guilty. SO, I'm gonna try to upload a couple of expired pictures now.















 

We smile as though we got 1st. HAHAHA. AYE! We tried our best okay. :)

 

Prize presentation ceremony at Loyang Sec. :)

Next few pictures are flooded with me and Cas so if you wish to skip, scroll all the way down. :D















 

Studying hard in the library before Prize Presentation. Hello, CTs are 2 days later!!

 

Match against NAS. Victory? YEAH! :D







 

Stayed back in Loyang Sec while waiting for transport to take pictures. NICE? :D

 

Awwwww don't we look cute together, SYLVIA??? :D :D :D

 

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'B' Div 2009! <3









 


PLTT LOVEEEEEEEEE!!! <3333

HELLO, been long since I've last updated this thing here. Well, the Zonals just ended, CTs are also gonna end soon (Monday last paper - A MATH!!!) and then Nationals will start again. -_____- Haven't been able to even breathe and all the things are throwing at me, darn it! Anyway, we've done pretty well for the competitions, and I meant the 'C' Div. Well as for us...I guess we've tried our best but HEY WE'RE GONNA MAKE IT FOR NATIONALS MAN I PROMISE YOU. Okay, don't promise, I TELL you. :D

Past few weeks were really hectic. So I shall upload the many many many pictures only when I have the time to even pour a cup of water and drink, okay exaggerated a little but you know what I mean. And don't even talk about the papers I took. ALL FAIL LAH ALL FAIL LAH.

A Math leh? ALSO FAIL LAH. BYE.

I love potato wedges forever and ever and ever Amen.

Today's kinda one of my most moodless days so far. Tomorrow's the start of the Zonals and Friday is ours. Can't wait, but at the same time dreading it somehow cause it'll make me ultra restless and whatsmore, I've gotta study for CTs which starts the moment Zoals end. Shit ass.

I don't understand why people make promises and lie when they know they'll break it in the end. Why make the other party feel hurt eventually when you could have just told her/him the truth at the point of time? The truth hurts, but I think what happens after letting the person know that you didn't fufil that promise hurts him/her even deeper. I guess that's the way how people are in this world. Screw it. 

I'm never gonna be that naive again.

Chinese New Year holidays ended! :( But it was pretty well spent and was fun too. :D Though I lost quite alot of moolah, but at least I won half of it back eventually! :D :D Hahahahaha.

Today was the Flag Day and I must say my group and I did pretty well. :D Blame it on the good location we were assigned too! :) There were plenty of people and whenever we saw the sign say, "Boon Lay- Arrived" We'll prepare and stand at our places. HAHAHA. Pretty fun but really tiring! But there were many generous people actually, so you can't say Singaporeans are all selfish! >:D Many other schools did Flag Day today as well though. HCI, GMSS, CCH and some other schools. Though the competition was strong, it was fun lah. :D

Going to continue my visitations later on in the evening and hopefully, I'll get more Ang Pows. :D :D :D

Till Then!!

"By all the vows that ever men have broke - in number more than ever woman spoke..." 
 -William Shakespeare, A Midsummer Night's Dream. Act 1, Scene 1.

Chinese New Year is hereeeeeeeeeeeee!!!!!!!! :D :D :D :D My long awaited day finally came. Hahahahah, I'm so excited! :) :) School's CNY Celebration was pretty good, and it wasa kinda funny also. Haha. Good job to those who performed! :) Luckily it was good since it's my last year celebrating it in school. LOL. Went to bless the community with Clara, Mao, Melissa and Olivia. It was heart-warming to see the people smile when they received the oranges. :)

Had reunion dinner last night and another one tonight. I love reunion dinners cause I LOVE STEAMBOATS. :D Exciting exciting! :)

But before all of that, I'm gonna have to go for tuition first, darnnn. :( Whatever, 2 hrs of torture can't be compared to 2 days of fun! :D Hahaha.

New clothes, new accesories, new ang pows here I comeeeeeeeeeeeeee!!!!

It's Wednesday, nearing the end of the FIRST month of school and I'm already so stressed. HAHA. I had headache last night and I thought it was Chem's problem, so I tried looking at A Math instead and the same swirly problem came. So I declare, school's too much for me to handle. D:< 

Received quite a number of shitty news this morning during assembly. The late-coming news, the classroom cleanliness (we're not one of the cleanest, as usual.), THE METHODIST WALK DONATION CARD (!!!!!!!!), and Fruits Day. -__- HAHAHAHA. Shitty, donation cards are the most irritating cards of all, especially when 100 PERCENT of it is going to the school. -__- Does the school really need THAT much?!?! Hello? It's the recession now man, c'mon! And Fruit Day is toorrow, I think I'm bringing ONE strawberry. HAHAHA. Who cares? It's still a fruit, isn't it?

Exams are comming soon too and shitty, it's in the midst of the competitions. ARGH. BUT, Chinese New Year's coming so, YAYAYAY! :D And after that, Flag Day. -____________-. Guess where? Paya Lebar MRT, of all places that they could have chose from, it must be us there. There's crowd, for sure, but that place is so boringggggggg! :( :( But it's okay, thank god we didn't get posted to any worser places like, heh :D

Okay tuition in 3min time, gotta roll. TILL THEN!

"I don't wanna be everything to everyone. I wanna be something to someone, and that someone is You." <3

Yesterday's Open House was kinda boring actually, cause there weren't much stuff we could see...And we got lost on our way home. >:( I guess it wouldn't be my choice of school afterall. SAJC, HERE I COME MANNNN. I really wanna go to the Open House but I heard from someone that it was on today? And I'm happily having training. -____-

So today was kinda stressful in the sense that we were asked to decide if we should drop to Combine or not...3 teachers came in, 3 teachers asked the same thing. GOSH. So me and Mao were kinda confused and on the verge of dropping but like still hanging there. I went home to discuss it with my parents, and I guess what they told me helped me decide what I want. Afterall, what matters most is the points that we get, whatever choice of courses I wanna take comes in secondary! So I guess I've made up my mind. :)

Competition is starting on the 2nd Feb! And location will be at Loyang Sec. Lol, I'm kinda excited! :D So we're left with about 3 more weeks to competition and a few more days before we'll get to know who were against first. Scared, scared, scared. So c'mon PLTT, WE'LL RULE THE WORLDDDDDDDDDDDD! :D :D :D GO GO GO GO!!! <3

IT'S A SCHOOL HOLIDAY TODAYEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE! :D :D :D :D :D Hahahahahah, I'm so happy! :D Good 'O' Level results, nothing to do with us, we get holiday. Hahahahha, love it! :) So I was present in the hall when the people got their results back and I was waiting for Mag, Man San, Kimmie, Jin Pei, Janice, Tiffany, Joyce See and all to get back their results and share the joy. God, the tense-ness is like crazy. You see everyone going up when it's their turn, see the teacher's concern face and some starts to cry, also don't know it's tears of joy or sorrow. Hahahah. But hell, it's gonna be my damn turn next year and I AM FREAKING SCARED.

I think I'll cry even before it's my turn, to prepare and warm up for the worst. HAHAHA, OR MAYBE I'LL JUST FAINT??? Goshhhhhhh. Okay, set, made up my mind, start studying already man. Gotta do it! >:D

So I'm going for ACJC's open house later with Mao, Joyce and 2 other people...(start studying tomorrow lah :D) I can't wait! :) JC vs Poly, don't want to think first, get back results then say. HAHAHA.

No more distractions Rachel! Get to workkkk!

"I'll do whatever it takes to be with you."

It's history, I'm over it, period.

New year, new life, new love.

"I saw and fell in love with you. You saw and you smiled, because you knew."

It's a brand new beginning yet again. :)

The first week of school is gonna be over soon and it already feels like half a year. HAHA, WHY IS TIME MOVING SO SLOWLY DAMN IT?? Gosh. Lessons are crazy, so shut up. Training is intensive, also shut up. P.E also so stress, everything just all shut up.

House Meeting is tomorrow. I kind of can't wait. HAHA. Okay, so the school food sucks and bringing my own rocks the house down. Home food never tasted so good. HAHAHA.

Hermia love Lysander, who likes her but is fighting for her with Demetrius whom Hermia's bestfriend, Helena likes. GOD, THIS IS SO CONFUSING.

Hello Midsummer Night's Dream, tonight's the special night for you and me.

I stared blankly at the screen and suddenly, there was nothing else to say. I think I'm over this. Battle won, KO.

It;s Christmas today and I'm at the airport. Oh oh but first, MERRY CHRISTMAS EVERYONEEEE! :D Bet everyone's gonna celebrate and have fun at parties while I'm overseas. DAMN IT. Anyway. I just arrived from Hong Kong and San Frans yesterday night and I'm now flying off to Japan. I. Am. Dead. Tired. And. Sick. Of. Travelling. Gosh.

So I'm gonna arrive back home at like 1st midnight, I;ll MISS THE NEW YEAR PARTIES EVERYONE ELSE IS GOING TO. ARGH. Let me see...I'll guess I'll be on a plane? WALAO.

Alright, gotta head for the gates now...BYE EVERYONE :( 

AHHHHHHHH I FINALLY FINALLY FINISHED MY HOMEWORKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKK (except 3 chinese compres) BUT I FINISHED EVERYTHING ELSEEEEEEEE!! :D :D :D Not bad ah? I finished all within 3 weeks eh! :D 3 cheers for Rachel Cheeeee!

So today's practically my last day of 2008 since I won't be in town from tomorrow morning till 1st of Jan next year. And I'll touch down just after midnight, SO I JUST MISSED THE STUPID COUNTDOWNNNNNN! :( :( I really really wanted to go for the countdown party at Marinabay! :( Darnnn. Unlucky much? Yes!

Well, Year 2008 has been...let's see...interesting for me? Hahaha, I've made many new friends from both sexes and it' interesting to see how people can change overtime too. Some changed for the better, some for the worst. But what to do? I think I changed too, haven't I? Uhh let us have a review of this year...

January: WAHHHH so many poeple's birthday! There are 7 Jan Babies! Hahaha, and I'll never forget this month cause it was then when I got my 2 scars on my left hand! :( And it's a new class of 3A2 so not everyone are friends. It was pretty wierd at first but everyone's real nice so it all went well! :)

February: Chinese New Year celebrations...Zonal Competitions...Exams...All into 3 weeks together. A really really really hectic month! In fact I think it's the most hectic out of all the months actually. Couldn't even enjoy CNY cause I had to study, and once school re-opened there's the Zonals to prepare for and in between, exams starts. Crazyness. So as expected, my results were uhh yeah. :D

March: A greatly relaxed month. Hahaha, though Nationals starts again at the end of the month, nothing much happened. Phew!

April: Nationals dragged on till the end of this month and I've made a new friend too!

May: 2nd of May, EXAMS. Hahahaha. Uhh results were, SLIGHTLY better, but there's still room for improvement. :D Lianhe Zaobao Cup starts after exmas ended and it was an eye-opener! Made a new friend along the way! :D

June: HOLIDAYSSSSSSS! Headed to Bangkok for 3 days for shopping and once I was back, Sec 3 Alpha Camp started! :D GO ZEEYAN!

July: Marks the 1 year aniiversary for my braces. :D PL Musical happened then also and nothing much. Kinda relax I guess?

August: MID YEARS! And this time, I studied 1 month earlier and my resuts were the best among all! :D Hardwork = Good results. NICEONE RACHEL HAHAHA

September: And in 5 weeks time, EOYS. LOL. What kind of a planning is this? Haven't had the time to have a breather and I had to start studying all over again. And cause of this, I had a fever 3 days before exams and lucky enough, I recovered the day before 
exams started! :D I'm stronggggg. Hahaha, results were okay lahh, not that good but well, EOYS OVER ALREADY LEH :D :D

October: Made a special new friend and I'm glad to have known you! <3 Had a trip to Aussie with the Sports Team people and it was the most fun thing I've ever experienced with the school. HAHA.

November: Extra intensive lessons, Class BBQ and Farewell Camp! :D

December: Finally the end of the road and it's time for my holidayyyyyyyyy! :D :D

Haha, long way since Jan huh? But we've all made it and let us prepare for next year, O LEVELS. SHITTYY. Oh! But there's something to look forward to and it's MY BIRTHDAY ON 4TH JAN HAHAHA. I'm gonna have a celebration and will tell everyone details again! Alright, so will see you guys again next year then! MERRY CHRISTMAS AND A HAPPY NEW YEAR, BYEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE! :D

It's 1.13am now and damn it, I'm still doing the damn presentation for next year. And I've done it 3 freaking times. MY GOD I FEEL LIKE SLAPPING THE COMPUTER. It just happily close the stupid powerpoint window and left me staring blankly at the stupid screen. What is this world coming to? Hahaha, not just cause of this computer, but I saw different kinds of people when I was out today. I think our world's becoming wierder by the sec. Where are the normal people???

So anyway, I feel kinda empty tonight. Okay, not tonight, today. I don't know why, maybe it's cause I suddenly grew numb to everything's that happening round me. I hope that's not the case though, cause coming to think of it, it sounds really scary. I'll become a feel-less monster. ROARRR. HAHA.

Anyway, there's something I wanna say to this special person.

Though I'm not sure if you'll ever see this but yeah, maybe some day. Well, it's been only quite awhile since we've known each other, lemme see, maybe 3 coming 4 months? But just so you know, you've made me realise that the world can be this beautiful again. You've given me the courage to trust someone all over again and most importantly, you've given me the courage to learn to love again. It's amazing how I can relate to you and tell you everything and anything, despite only knowing you for such a short period of time. But the truth is, to me, it feels like I've known you my whole life. No words can describe the feeling I have whenever you make me laugh. I don't know? It feels different. Somehow. Whenever I feel a little down or upset over even the smallest things, you never fail to cheer me up and you always seem to say, "Girl, I'm here to heal your broken heart." You say the stupidest things just to make me smile and I really appreciate all of that. :) You're always smiling and laughing cause you said, "I'm happy when you are and will make you happy when you're not!" Maybe this explains the reason why you always seem to be laughing! Anyway, this holiday has been extra meaningful cause of you and I'm so glad to have known you. :) Every call and message will be treasured and just know that even though I may not say it sometimes, you're always my priority. At times, it may seem as though I'm too busy or too caught up with my own things. But please know that whatever I do, you're constantly thought of. I feel really bad when I can't return your calls or messages due to certain reasons (you know it) and it feels as though I'm the bad guy. I'm really really sorry for that and I hope you'll understand. :( (though you've been more than understanding and patient with me so far!) I'm sorry for not being able to join you in celebrating Christmas and welcoming the New Year and do know that though I'm not around physically, I am with you mentally and spiritually. :) Thanks for everything my dear, you're the best. <3

Love always and forever, Rachel. :)

Saturday today and I'll be leaving Singapore next Fridayyyyyyy! :D Can't wait! So it's homework day for me today. Darn it. I just realised there's THAT much homework to do, oh my gosh. And next year's textbooks, I. Can. Die. Dreadddddddddddddddddd.

When I'm away, many friendly matches will be played and damn it, I can't go!!! :( :( :(

Been staying up really late for the past week just watching tv and talking on the phone. I think this can be in my record books. I can never stay up so late for so many days in a row! I sound like a loser. HAHAHA. Eh, why is the face of my mood black? Is determined a bad thing? Okay, this thing's a little stupid.

Oh, shit, I can hear Chemistry calling my name...

I'll miss You.